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Jun. 21st, 2007 | 04:34 am
Change of blog address.
The whole of this year so far has been just a dream.
Time to go back to reality.
http://skeletalove.blogspot.com
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The Pea With Whom I Share A Pod.
Feb. 20th, 2007 | 08:43 pm
mood:
nostalgic
music: robots in diguise - the dj's got a gun
Dawnie's going back on Thursday so this entry is dedicated to her.
I've been encouraging her to change her surname to Tann like mine so we'll really be sisters, but my persuasion skills need some work. Oh goodness. Dawnie. I'm gonna miss you. We go through this everytime you leave because I can never get used to it. We've been friends for like what, over four years? It's been a long ride, and it's been totally awesome and so encouraging that despite everything that's happened; our little tiffs, the calamities that have befallen us, etc, at the end of the day we can still confidently say that we will be there for each other no matter what. We've gotten past the whole thinking alike and completing each other's sentences thing, we've gotten past the bitching and quarrelling, the competing for the same guy kind of shit... But most importantly, we accept each other's flaws and are able to look beyond them, to still love each other without thinking that the other is a burden. And that to me is something I hold very dearly to my heart.
Don't forget that no matter how long you're gone, no matter who comes into my life, you will never ever be replaced.
All the best for university, I'm very sure you will make new friends easily.
I love you.
Au revoir!
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Pigxation
Feb. 17th, 2007 | 07:28 pm
mood:
full
music: scissor sisters - i don't feel like dancing
As of tomorrow it would be the Year of the Pig, and since I'm in a rather spontaneous mood I shall attempt to write this entry in pig latin.
Okeway upway inway ethay orningmay atway 10 otay ogay orfay ymay anicuremay andway ubsequentlysay entspay ethay olewhay ayday eepingslay ecausebay Iway asway osay oodyblay exhaustedway omfray orkway. Idn'tday etgay otay eesay imhay atway allway incesay ehay asway elpinghay outway ithway ishay amily'sfay eunionray innerday, utbay I'llway ebay oinggay ownday otay ymay orkplaceway aterlay ithway uppersay orfay imhay. Ehhay. Eunionray innerday onsistedcay ofway oastray uckday andway eamboatstay ichwhay asway uckingfay awesomeway asway usualway. Itypay eway onlyway eatway itway onceway away earyay!
Anywayway. Ethay unfay artpay asway AFTERWAY innerday. Ikikay andway Iway antedway otay ogay orfay away okesmay utbay eway ouldn'tcay ogay ownday orfay onay ymerhay orway easonray; ymay ommay ouldway owthray away itfay andway ogay allway uspicioussay osay Iway uggestedsay atthay eway ingbray ymay ousinscay ownstairsday otay ethay aygroundplay. Eway ooktay emthay otay ethay ingssway. Ikikay entway irstfay, ilewhay Iway atchedway emthay. Enthay Iway entway ilewhay Ikikay atchedway emthay. Eway ereway astfay utbay it'sway itequay unsatisfyingway avinghay ustjay oneway ickstay enwhay eway ancay avehay ikelay, eethray? Ikikay andway Iway ecidedday otay ayplay away amegay ithway emthay. Idehay andway eeksay. Eitherway ayway eway ouldcay okesmay anotherway ickstay orway otway andway illstay otnay etgay aughtcay. Itway asway amusingway, otay aysay ethay eastlay. Ikikay andway Iway oldtay emthay eythay adhay entay inutesmay otay idehay, andway ifway eway ouldn'tcay indfay emthay inway ethay extnay entay inutesmay e'dway eetmay atway ethay ingssway. Eythay eldhay onway otay ymay onephay ustjay inway asecay. Eirthay idinghay areaway onsistedcay ofway ethay olewhay oidvay eckday ofway away ockblay, ichwhay isway ettypray ugehay. Enwhay eythay isappearedday, eway otgay intoway ethay iftlay andway entway upway orfay ourway okesmay. Afterway eway ereway oneday eway entway ackbay ownday andway artedstay ourway earchsay utbay ethay idskay ereway onstantlycay angingchay eirthay idinghay acesplay ecausebay eythay awsay usway omingcay atway away istanceday. Enwhay Ikikay inallyfay ottedspay emthay ehay implysay alledcay ymay onephay andway eythay ereway aughtcay. E'reway oinggay ownday againway aterlay otay ayplay arklersspay . URHURHAY. An'tcay aitway.
Irstfay ayday omorrowtay. It'sway onnagay ebay edioustay. Utbay I'mway inkingthay ofway ethay ashcay ollingray inway andway atthay art'spay awesomeway. E'shay omingcay overway orfay unchlay, enthay e'reway oinggay otay isitvay ishay elativesray andway it'sway ackbay otay inesmay orfay innerday.
Okay my head's starting to hurt. I shall stop the pig latin thing now. I'm gonna be really fat by the end of Lunar New Year. All the pineapple tarts, bak kwa, pork floss! Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
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VD=Venereal Diseases.
Feb. 15th, 2007 | 04:49 pm
mood:
annoyed
music: placebo - i know
I have never been a Valentine's Day lover; it's an irritatingly commercialised excuse of a day for people to spend money in the name of love. Haha. Jon agrees wholeheartedly with me, but he too got sucked into it. Quite the romantic ah Jon! (; Oh well.
Had dinner with my significant other at Rogues, 1NS's sister outlet.
Swanky place, yummy tapas.
Met Sal and Jonan for a bit afterward before rushing home.
I have to say though, that the VDay presents I received were very satisfactory. They came in two small turquoise square bags. Go figure. He was prolly equally satisfied with his VDay gift from me. The look on his face when he realised what I bought him made my day. :D
Work at 6, not really looking forward to it.
Bloody fucking Thursdays.
I've been really lazy lately.
Cheers.
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Strengthening Bridges
Feb. 9th, 2007 | 03:19 pm
mood:
hungry
music: the go find - new year
I went down to Pioneer yesterday after my show at Marsiling Secondary to visit my favourite old man. It was awesome, I had his undivided attention for a grand total of half an hour, after which I was vying with his laptop and the other teachers for his attention. It was good catching up, I realise I tend to get school- sick. Heh. He was particularly indulgent and affectionate yesterday; prolly because he hasn't replaced me yet! Hurhur.
Had dinner with Eng Cern and Lin at Renn Thai at Suntec City, then went down to CHIJMES to look for Nana and Desmond at Hog's Breath via Citilink where I ran into Cons who was working at New Urban Male. Anyway. Nana and Des looked super duper adorable in their uniforms, especially Nana. She still has that blur look she used to have in school even when she's working! We have an agreement to go for drinks at Cafe Del Mar but when that'll happen, I have no idea. Hopefully next week. Drinks with Paul at Le Baroque again, then home sweet home.
Did Chinese New Year shopping with my mom on Wednesday, we had good mother-daughter bonding time. My mom's really mellowing because she's growing older, and I love her all old and everything. She's no longer as fiesty, just grumpy like Grumpy from Snow White which is tres cute.
Performed 'Happiness' at Serangoon JC on Tuesday and had lunch with Jaesh after; he was a riot as usual. Fucking fucking funny to just listen to him shoot his mouth off. Seriously. Mention "Hougang" to him and hear him go on and on. I'm always tickled when he starts his nonsense. Our conversations would be him saying something then me just laughing. Pretty much his own monologue. Awesome. He commented that if he becomes a comedian he'd pay me to sit in front during his shows and laugh at everything he says because I laugh the minute he opens his mouth.
VDay is coming. -_- I don't know what to get Paul. Prolly a bag and a couple of teeshirts? Not forgetting a batch of double chocolate chip cookies.
Kiki's show is tomorrow. He claims that whether I go down or not is my prerogative but yes I know I have to support him because firstly that's what sisters do, and secondly he supported me at my gigs so. And his is a competition. Some inter-school band thing at Inouva JC. Ho hum. They got into the semi's, and finals are tomorrow too. Not forgetting Chelsea's birthday celebration with the usual bunch.
PS. Bangkok trip postponed thanks to the Thai socio-political scene. ):
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In Pretty Vacant
Feb. 3rd, 2007 | 06:11 pm
mood:
relaxed
music: robots in disguise - la nuit
I really like Robots In Disguise. Electro-punk, not unlike Le Tigre. Very catchy.
Performance at First Toa Payoh was bad, in my opinion, but the response from the students was good and the teacher-in-charge was praising us to no end. That was when I realised, that we were no longer in SYF. One person's performance does not matter so long as the package as a whole has high entertainment value. Pretty amazing shit, but hey that doesn't mean I can slack off. Went back to Commonwealth afterward. It has been so long. The only people I recognised were the drinks stall uncle and auntie. ):
Wonka asked me to go to his D&D with him yesterday but I was so exhausted from work at 1ns and the assembly show that I fell asleep mid afternoon. Didn't buy a new dress, AND I woke up at 1830, which was the time we were supposed TO MEET at Meritus. It was horrible. I jumped into the shower and called a cab, threw on an old black dress and corduroy jacket, and slipped my feet into my stilettos. Did my makeup in the cab, etc, BUT I managed to arrive in time. D&Ds always start late because everyone is late anyways. Was not underdressed; thank goodness. The D&D reminded me of prom, actually. And Wonka was the perfect gentleman last night. Heh. Opened the door for me, pulled out my chair, the perfect date. Too bad he's already spoken for. Yes Wonka, I will continue to be your shield in your times of need. Hurhur. (;
Dawn's not going to Bangkok so it's gonna be just Sal and I. Dawnnnnnnnnn you suck la. Bloody hell.
Just baked 2 batches of fudge brownies, gonna bring them to work later. Delish. Even my mom and godmom said they were good. Heh.
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Lazing Around Wednesday
Feb. 1st, 2007 | 03:32 pm
mood:
blah
music: robots in disguise - turn it up
My off-day was pretty awesome. Went down to town to meet Dawnie and got the bracelet, courtesy of my special someone. (:
We met Sal for a bit, and headed to Balcony Bar simply because it was convenient (unlike Cafe Del Mar which is completely out of the way), and it is open 24 hours. I'm drinking a lot nowadays. I have to have a drink once a day or I'll feel like something is missing. Heh. Dawn had Flame, a jelly cocktail and it was sooooooo yummy. Meeting Dawnie after so long was nice; there's always so much to say, and we still finish each others' sentences or say the same thing at the same time. It was a good chill out time for us, although we kinda overdosed on each other and got a little bored after 5 hours. Waited for him to finish work and had another round (or two?) of drinks. Supper at Coffee Club across the street, then home sweet home.
Oh and I'm going to Bangkok next week for 4 days. Haha! Dawnie, Sal and I were talking last night and it was a sudden decision. Hopefully nothing pops up to ruin our plans and everything goes smoothly. Can't wait. :D
Drama rehearsal this morning, we have 5 shows next week. Really intense, so I can't work at 1ns at night because sleep is essential. Ah well. So many things to do, so little time! No sleep tonight, and I've gotta bake cookies for my colleagues now so they'll be ready by the time I leave for work.
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I Can't Believe It
Jan. 30th, 2007 | 04:36 pm
mood:
jubilant
music: shakira - hips don't lie feat. wyclef jean (bamboo remix)
The response was great.
I didn't forget my lines.
Jesslyn was so into her role that she cried.
I was so into my role I laughed when I poured ketchup over her head.
We got ketchup everywhere.
But yes, it was fucking amazing.
The adrenaline rush was so fucking awesome.
Nothing beats performing.
Except... We're performing again on Friday at First Toa Payoh Secondary; not 'Wounded' (a play about bullying in school) but 'Happiness Is Just A Click Away' (a play about teenagers surfing porn). And I'm working on Thursday night till 3ish, 4AM. Which means I will be getting minimal sleep. I haven't memorised my lines... I need to get my act together. Mrs Crothers has been tellings us that we are no longer student actors. We are professionals who are paid to perform and thus we must rise up to the occasion.
Work later.
And... Maybe Cafe Del Mar with Dawnie tomorrow.
Nana's working at Hog's Breath with Desmond, which I think is tres cute.
I can't wait till I get my first paycheck because I have been eyeing a particular Tiffany bracelet.
Heh.
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Attack Of The Nerves
Jan. 29th, 2007 | 03:04 pm
mood:
nervous
music: placebo - centrefolds
My first assembly show is tomorrow.
I am scared shitless.
What if I forget my lines?!
I haven't done this in way too long.
Rehearsal's at 4PM, hope I can get everything down, from the script to the blocking.
I mean, it's not that bad.
At most...
I'll embarass myself.
In front of 1000 teenagers.
Who are in a secondary school at the other end of the country.
Who I'll never see again.
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The Brain Drain
Jan. 25th, 2007 | 04:20 am
mood:
blank
Mom wasn't happy so I didn't go down to Zouk.
Wound up sleeping (more) instead.
I have to memorise AND internalise both my scripts by 10AM.
Our first performance is at Damai Secondary on 30/01/07.
I'm a little jittery. Haven't done theatre in really long and I'm horribly rusty.
Work later, and there's a whole bunch of things to memorise for work as well.
I went to work early on Monday because I had dinner with Rizal at Funan, and I spent my time sitting at the bar watching Hasli and Rizal practice their flairing, quizzing them on the contents of the different cocktails/shooters. It was interesting because I know nuts about alcohol and I would never get a chance to ask them during the busier hours. I never knew that Boddingtons is an ale. Neither do I know what the cocktails have in them. There are so many! With such strange names too. Like E-poo. The most complicated cocktails that I have to memorise so far are... Boston Beach Party and the Singapore Sling. They consist of so many different liquors. The shooters are easy. Try Cock Sucking Cowboy. It's a mix of butterscotch and Baileys. Yum.
Guess I've got plenty of reading up to do. I reckon Wikipedia's gonna be a good friend.
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Only Because.
Jan. 24th, 2007 | 08:38 pm
mood:
full
music: baby shambles - fuck forever
I hate how blogger keeps fucking up so I decided it was time to make the switch. Memories will be kept memories and hopefully this will be a less fucked up system for me. It has been so long since I've actually paused while typing to think of the next thing to say; with my blogspot it was always bambambam because I was so afraid it would die on me half way and I would be faced with an error page. This feels pretty awesome.
Blogger=Old, LJ=New.
According to Nicks, the sole reason why I should switch to LJ is because it's more indie which is SUCH an indiesnob thing to say. He was kidding of course, but personally I don't really like the whole indie thing that's been going on much because it's like indie is the new emo (omg I'm thinking of QC). Remember when everyone was into the dress black/sex bands and eyeliner/black plastic specs thing?
Why do people feel a need to prove how indie they are?
I'm really mainstream.
I like r&b and hiphop, and I listen to half the shit they play on the radio. I'm not afraid to admit it. I remember some QC strip I was reading about the best band ever... If the band's obscure-ness is indication of its greatness then the best indie band does not exist. Everyone starts off as an unknown and I suppose at one point even the Backstreet Boys were indie. HURHUR.
I'm craving a drink.
A strawberry daiquiri.
Or a smoothie.
A strawberry one blended with bananas and non-fat frozen yogurt.
ARRGH!!!
Got a bite with Adrian and Jon at Chinatown yesterday after my thing. They were really sweet, I told them multiple times that they could go off first but they stayed through the whole thing. <3 We were sitting at a kolo mee shop that sells the most amazing fish soup and there was this German tourist sitting at the next table. Jon struck up a conversation with him; the man mentioned he lives in Thailand and the conversation immediately shifted to Thaksin and the straining of diplomatic ties between Singapore and Thailand after Thaksin's visit. And then Jon asked which part of Germany he came from, and when he said West Germany, Adrian and I were already thinking of the high rate of unemployment in East Germany (the German guy said up to 20%) that has impeded WG's economic growth because all the money WG is making simply goes to supporting EG, while Jon talked to him about the Soviet rule that left EG weak and backward. My most intellectual conversation to date! It's been awhile. The incident yesterday is evidence that what is learned is school does not go to waste! I miss school a lottttttt. Gosh I can't wait to go back to school. The A's results are estimated to be released in 3 weeks.
I'm scared.
I slept the whole day away, only waking up sporadically for food. I feel like an overfed larva and I bet I look that way too, not unlike the baby in Roald Dahl's short story 'Royal Jelly'. Perhaps my body is preparing for the battle ahead- work from Thursday till Sunday. There's no work tonight and Comedy Week's started; almost all the staff are working because it's expected to be a madhouse. I woke up this morning with so many plans but all of them were cancelled. Even my weekly Ladies Night with Sal, because she's exhausted from her competition the day before. Adrian just called, so I reckon I'll be making my way down to Zouk to join him and Jon. I initially declined because I decided I'll stay in and continue nuah-ing, but Adrian used emotional blackmail. After the two boys (together with Chel) proved how nice they were yesterday by sitting with me and waiting, I couldn't possibly say no to him. Sigh.
On a more shocking note, an ex schoolmate called and asked if I wanted to go clubbing with her tonight. Dawnie and I viewed this invitation with the greatest of suspicions. We never really hung out with her when we were in school and the invitation seemed too sudden and too strange for words.
I'll see how things go later.
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Domesticated
Jan. 22nd, 2007 | 01:46 pm
mood:
lazy
music: mr vegas - beat drop
I've been really into baking lately. Well. I've been into baking since I was a little kid when my dad pulled me into the kitchen to bake chocolate chip cookies with him, but I only managed to start baking again after my mom bought a new oven.
Anyway the whole point of this post is...
To share this really good recipe I found on allrecipes.com
I was craving something with peanut butter and chocolate and I found this.
Outrageous Chocolate Chip Cookies
Bloody awesome, just baked them and the rolled oats in them give a very nice crunch. (:
Meeting one of my bartenders Rizal later for coffee before we go to work, so I intend to lug some of the cookies along as a treat bc he likes peanut butter too.
Met Jon yesterday; we had a good chat over Taka-basement rubbish food ie. Yakitori Chicken/Tako Pachi and drinks at Top of the M.
Awesome view+awesome company=Awesome night.
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Hitting The Limit.
Jan. 21st, 2007 | 07:24 am
mood:
sleepy
music: placebo - protect me from what i want
Yesterday was pretty awesome.
The DXO gig was great.
I love WGB. Heh. Esp their new song. I am a fan.
Caracal was fantastic too, as usual.
AVA was intimidating! When the vocalist goaded the crowd to turn the dance floor into a mosh pit, I ran to the sanctuary of the upper floor.
After the gig... Dinner with Rachel at Asylum; Cafe Iguana (a favourite haunt when I DO go down to Clarke Quay for anything other than work) was maddd packed. It was a nice munching of nachos and salsa dip for her, while I had a salad, then drinks after. I'm still relishing how it rocks to be old enough. Heh.
Sal came down after her hair show; her hair was so pretty! Sections of it are a reddish shade, and the colour really suits her. We had a good time catching up, though we seem to be doing that a lot lately bc she's been really busy with cheerleading/work while I've been really busy with drama rehearsals/work. Went down to Momo bc we missed out on our Wednesday night, but there was something missing in the atmosphere, which was a shame. I was exhausted as I did not sleep the night before, so I collapsed on a sofa and slept for at least an hour I think. Thank you Sally Wong for being your understanding self. ilu. Waited for Paul to end work and we sat at McD's near my place just talking.
I'm glad there's no work today or tomorrow or the day after, though Tuesday will be my Judgement Day of sorts. Please wish me luck and pray that I don't have to sweep the roads at East Coast! Thank you to Chel and Jon for being willing to accompany me through my embarassing ordeal. You don't know how much it means to me, so yes Chel I WILL hold your hand and I WILL stuff that char siew bao into your mouth when you're giving birth to shut you up. To Jon, I'll continue to be a phone call away whenever you need a listening ear. I love you both much much much.
Wednesday, Thursday, Friday and Saturday will be Comedy Week at 1ns, and the company is flying in some international acts for it. I reckon it's gonna be pretty rad, so if you're into comedy, do check it out at Sistic.
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The Watery Eyed Wonder
Jan. 17th, 2007 | 06:00 am
mood:
content
music: daddy yankee - lo que paso paso
Momo later with Rachel and maybe Dawnie and Nana. My ladies night next Wednesday has been taken away from me by my manager bc she needs me to work. ): Ah well. I am going on the coffee and almonds and nothing else diet. Bought starbucks beans today bc I am becoming way too broke to buy a $6 latte when a $12 bag of beans will give me many many lattes. I am becoming economical. haha. Though I don't think drinking gourmet coffee in the first place, is considered economical.
Work on Thursday and Friday, then the DXO gig on Saturday featuring West Grand/AVA/Caracal/Summer's Over/Spanish Fly, followed by Sal's hair show and drinks at 1ns where Paul promised me he's gonna flair more than usual bc I'll be there. Can't wait. Heh.
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Cut!
Jan. 16th, 2007 | 03:15 am
mood:
bored
music: madonna - vogue
Friday... Saturday.
I overslept. Imagine. I woke up at 8PM. Called in to tell them I was gonna be late. I hope this is not my nonsense starting all over again. By the time I got home it was morning. Chatted on the phone with my bartender Paul. We met for lunch, and I went off to watch a play with Dharmie and Shen. Got inspiration for my Shameen character. Awesome. Then it was drinks with Paul at our workplace and supper with Sal and Jonan, and back home for some well needed rest.
Today. Rehearsal at my house with Jesselyn, Shawnie and Clara which turned into a screening of 'The Devil Wears Prada' after Jess left for work. I am inspired once again to start my ana lifestyle. Wanted to pop by town bc I have some errands to run, but I fell asleep at 3PM and woke up at midnight.
I miss Aaron Tam who is MIA. ):
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Just One Breath.
Jan. 7th, 2007 | 05:10 am
mood:
nostalgic
music: placebo - sleeping with ghosts
My off-days are heavy with excess. Can't really blame me, work takes up 5 of my 7 days so I have to enjoy myself on the remaining days aye? It's crazy, to be honest. Didn't club at all this week which I guess is a drastic improvement; I realise I've spent both my free days with Shen. (:
Went for Pump Up The New Year which my band was s'posed to perform at but didn't. For the first time in quite awhile I paid for entry. Hmmmmm. But it was alright, I know how it feels like to be an organiser and have people not pay and enter. RACHEL CHEONG, YOU OWE ME ONE HUGE ONE I TELL YOU. Rachel had fun stalking someone though, that's my reward. Along with me teasing both the stalker and stalk-ee. Caracal's set was awesome wasn't it Rachel? (;
Met Sal and Chel for awhile after the gig outside Zouk, they ate prata and murtabak, and we did some catching up. Haven't seen Sal in a bit, but since she's Fawwaz's biggest fan she's coming down to jamming next week so that should be awesome. Went to Q Bar at around midnight. It was Shen's friend's birthday, and she happened to be Zhiheng's girlfriend. The world IS small. Okay, maybe not the world, but SINGAPORE certainly is. Friendster serves as perfect evidence.
I've got work tomorrow evening at Greenwood. Not really looking forward to it, but I've gotta earn my spending money. =/ The cough that I've been plagued with has mysteriously become better, and Shen reckons it's coz I've spread it to other people via the bottle of Bailey's he gave me. =P I don't think it's true though. Haha.
Anyway, on a more sombre note: MR DENNIS YEO, VICE PRINCIPAL OF PIONEER JC, YOU DON'T KNOW HOW MUCH I MISS YOU. I miss talking to you, going to school and seeing you in your quirky get-ups esp your Timberlands, I miss running to your cubicle (which became an office a year after) in tears or in pure boredom, I miss you counselling me, I miss your classes, I miss going to lunch with you, I miss sitting in your car, I miss everything about you. You know, in a bout of craziness I might actually go visit you. Tomorrow. If I can wake up. Goodness. It's been a month and I'm already missing you this much. At least I spent the last day of my A's eating at MOS Burger with you, which was a meaningful way to spend my last day. Blah. You prolly don't even read my blog anymore bc I'm no longer your student, but well. Post-A's have been just madness for me, nights and nights of excess, endless sleeping in the day, and cartons of cigarettes, just as you predicted. It's been one hell of a ride, and to think, it's only been a MONTH. Sigh. I don't know.
Okay I've sort of decided I'm gonna go down to PJ really soon. This isn't a decision made after I-don't-know how much Baileys, 3-4 tequila shots, 1 glass of bourbon coke and a few glasses of chivas+soda water. The alcohol has kinda worn off. I just miss PJ, or rather, I miss going to school, though it was such a pain in the arse. I miss waking up late and swearing my guts off bc I have to go to the doc's and get a MC, I miss timing my morning routine exactly (7AM wake up and shower, 7:12-7:15AM call a cab while brushing my teeth, cab takes 5-7min, cab turns into the carpark between 7:22-7:25AM, get ready by then and tell the cab driver "Uncle, I'm sorry but I'm going to be late for school, can you try and go faster?", getting to school at 7:35-7:39AM and running into school by 7:40AM), I miss running down the stretch of cement to avoid being late when I do wake up in time to take the bus, I miss buying my cans of Redbull blue & silver in advance for school days, I miss taking MCs from the polyclinic and sauntering into school after flashing my MC at the security guard, I miss sleeping in class, I miss GOING to class, I miss learning in class, I miss doing and submitting homework, even forgetting to do my homework and giving some bullshit reason to my teachers, I miss consultations, I miss doing my Econs TYS, I miss sitting in the canteen, I miss the bloody canteen food, I miss Auntie Moley, I miss watching the ruggers have showdowns with Auntie Moley, and I even miss the horrible bitch Evelyn who's the General Office lady (that everyone dislikes). It struck me that day, when I was walking out with my brother to buy cigarettes at 7AM, that I will never have the chance to wear my school uniform nor go to school-school again. It struck me that I don't ever have to sing the national anthemn/the school song, or say the national/school pledge during morning assemblies bc there wouldn't be anymore morning assemblies. It struck me that I would never have to fumble while tying my school tie bc I can't do my tie for nuts. It struck me that I wouldn't have to go to a government school ever again, nor wake up early for the next 6 months as long as I choose not to schedule it. And though I felt this distinct feeling of euphoria at my realisation that I have gained some form of freedom, it was tinged with sadness. A whole lot of sadness.
I really miss school. Every bit of it.
Gah. An entry that was meant to keep track of my day-to-day activities has turned into a lament about school, or lack thereof. I can't wait to go back! I want to see Mr Ng and Mr Khoo too. Gosh.
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Silence In The Bustle.
Jan. 5th, 2007 | 06:02 am
mood:
chipper
music: senses fail - tie her down
It was quite therapeutic, just standing at the sink in the kitchen washing the plates and cutlery with my phone blaring R&B hits and the occasional A Static Lullaby/Senses Fail song.
Hmm. Apparently my uniform looks good bc my Australian customers asked if our 1 Night Stand jersey-tees were for sale. It's red and black (my two fav colours) with a Stella Artois embroidered logo on the right sleeve, the company's logo on the top left corner and a huge jester behind with the caption, "Laughter is a Thirsty Business" under it. One reason why I like working in 1NS. (:
I've got three jobs now. My ex-drama trainer is roping me in to do assembly shows for her, together with three of my juniors. I think my acting skills are really rusty bc I haven't done drama in 2 years, so this should be a real good learning experience for me. Moreover, I've always wondered what it'd be like to do an assembly show after watching so many myself.
That said, work's gonna be very VERY time consuming. My schedule's booked completely, but then again I enjoy filling my schedule up with as many things to do as possible. The time in between is sufficient to do whatever I want...
There's work later; Drew's picking me up at 1030 so that leaves me with approx 5 hours sleep? Will be free between 3 and 8 though, think I'll nip down to Borders and check out the fantastic books I caught glimpses of when I was with Shen the other day.
I finally read the ORIGINAL 'Little Mermaid' by Hans Christian Anderson, and I think it's way way WAY better than the bloody Disney cartoon; the little mermaid's tongue is sliced off by the witch in exchange for legs, with every step she took on land it felt like knives pierced through her feet, she does not get her voice back, she had to win the prince's heart or die,she did not win the prince's heart, her sisters chop off their hair in exchange for a solution to saving her life which is to stab the prince's heart with a dagger, though, disappointingly but inevitably, she did not choose that option. Very much Gothic, very very very nice. The overreacher is always punished. Gawd, the original was freaking awesome. Doesn't the Disney version pale in comparison? Definitely a must read, though I'm sorry I spoilt it. Heh.
I'm gonna devour the remaining stories tomorrow!
And just so you know, the book of fairy tales is in the ADULTS section. :D
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Rest.
Jan. 4th, 2007 | 05:14 am
mood:
okay
music: loquat - swingset chain
Was planning on an enjoyable night with Sal, but things were cancelled last minute. I didn't get my exercise tonight! Jamming didn't go too well. Hung out with Shen and Dharma instead and ate a lot of carbs. And fried things. And sweet things. And. Well. All sorts of fattening things. We watched 'Night At The Museum' which was hilarious. Have I mentioned how much I LOVE Owen Wilson? He was really cute as a cowboy in the movie! The ending was cliche though, but I guess it's good if you like the inspirational kind of show. Shan't say too much, don't wanna spoil it, but do watch it. Awesome stuff.
I've got work again tomorrow night, and the night after.
Work's taking up almost all my time nowadays, though I keep Wednesdays free for Sal+Me time, and somehow or other there'll be some party that crops up towards the end of the week. Wish I could spend more time with Dawnie though. Ah well.
So. I am doing a 5 day work week thing, sorta. It finally sunk in this morning that I no longer have to don the uniform, dye the hair black, etc etc. Town was practically deserted, which was utterly fab imo. I love not having to go to school!!! Imagine. 6 more months of THIS. (:
PS. Happy 19th to Charmieeeeeeeeeeeeee I heart you 100 fields okay? Aaron and Wen are way way WAY BEHIND. Not that I get to see Aaron anymore, which I do miss much bc I was listening to 'Swingset Chain' by Loquat and I've always associated him with that song. Not that he'll get a chance to read this, but I'm sure he'd rather be associated with 'Gone With The Sin' by HIM or something. Gahhhhhh I'm starting to ramble. I shall stop talking now.
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Brand New.
Jan. 1st, 2007 | 07:40 am
mood:
drained
Sal and I counted down at Thumper.
Zouk and MOS were out of the question bc they were obviously gonna be bloody packed and paying close to 50 bucks to squeeze? No thanks.
Thumper was fun;
Thumper to Sal is like how Greenwood is to me, so.
My other bestie Dawn was completely uncontactable.
Woman, where were you all night?!
Left Thumper at about 3AM, headed down to a friend's house party where we nuah-ed and stuffed ourselves with food till 6, then home sweet home for me.
The New Year has proven to be rather mellow, I would say.
Resolutions have been made, sort of, and my resolutions are...
1. To be on time for appointments/engagements/work.
2. To manage my cash better.
I think those are hard enough to keep, honestly. Umm. I actually have another resolution, though it's not really a resolution per se. Okay. I'm gonna say it. Don't scoff at me. I was having religious urges... Maybe I'll drop by church soon. I know I don't look like the regular church goer, but seriously man. Okay I should shut up now. Good night. My bed calls. Got work later at Greenwood at 6PM. Urrgh.
HAPPY NEW YEAR!
